Discover me..

Confidence?

2011-11-13T16:04:00.000+11:00

I have low self esteem. I've got no confidence in myself. None. Zero. Not at all. Is there anything I can do to help boosting my self esteem? I don't wanna live my life like that but I can't help but keep looking and thinking down on myself.

If someone is staring or looking at me, I'd think that it's my flaws and imperfection that they're staring at. Not that people always stare at me lah. I'm just giving an example here. I feel insecure all the time. Is this what the ghost of my past is doing to me??? LOL I actually can't remember if I have always been this way but I need to do something about it!!

I even have no confidence in every test and exam tht I do no matter how hard I know I've done my revision. This feeling is annoying. How I wish could just walk out of the exam hall after an exam and tell everyone who asks that I'll ace it or whatsoever. You get what I mean???

I have no confidence in everything that I do. What a failure. Sigh.

Bah studying Marketing now. It's my last day of exam tomorrow!!! CANNOT WAIT!!! WOOTS.

Signing off.

2011-10-25T15:10:00.000+11:00

Here I am, AGAIN, during my exam period.. trying to procrastinate by... blogging? You know how I always deactivate my Facebook weeks before my exams? So yeah, I basically have no 'life' right now. What I really mean by 'life' is just..social networking. Loser, I know. Heh. But I do miss going on Faceboooook. Without Facebook, I think I'm seriously missing out a lot and not being updated about what's going on back home.

It's okay... 20 more days till I get my Summer break which I seriousssssly CANNOT wait!! :)

But yeah, need to work my arse off right now. I need to ace the exams!! *sigh* I hate exam. Enough said.

Miss Clumsy is ME,

2011-08-06T23:10:00.001+10:00

For people who know me well enough, I'm sure they are aware of how CLUMSY I am all the time. MOST OF THE TIME. Clumsy would probably be the only word to describe me. Who can I blame?? I hate the fact that I'm so clumsy too. I've tried my best to be more careful and cautious about everything, every thing, every little thing. But, I just CANNOT do anything about it.

I'm always trying to change. By how, you ask. Ok, I always remind myself to check if I leave anything behind. And whenever I'm on a public transport, I always hold my stuff tight with me. I do not jaywalk because I know I'm that clumsy SO, I don't wanna risk my life at all. (lol, true story!! -_-) BUT UNFORTUNATELY, I still freaking lose stuff or leave my things behind. I just can't overcome my CLUMSINESS. It's as if I was born with it or something. It annoys the crap out of me all the time. I think part of the reasons why I'm so clumsy is that I tend to rely on people A LOT too.

Like I said on my previous Facebook status, I'll probably be the clumsiest girl that you have EVER met in your life. Sad case.

:(

2011-08-05T00:37:00.000+10:00

What's up peopleeee?

I'm back in Melbourne again where I go back to my waking up early and staying up late daily routine. :( I blame myself for being such a pig back in Brunei. As much as I hate to sleep my day away, it's so hard to wake up early again. But I know that I have to, for the sake of uni. Grrr. Ive been trying to fix my sleeping patten but srsly can't help but sink into my bed right after Uni for a quick nap. No, don't believe me. My so called 15 minute nap actually lasts for hours. :( I'm so horrible.

Ok, I MUST FIX MY BODY CLOCK BY END OF THIS WEEK! I can't slack anymore. It's gonna be Week 3 next week! Gotta get some work and assignment done! Hahaha I just hope that I don't get too stressed out that my nails will stop growing AGAIN.

You guys must be so tired and bored of me talking about Uni all the time. So I better go now. I'm blogging using my phone btw. Reason? Obvious that I can't sleep again. I hate having to fix my sleeping pattern. Don't like time difference! :(

Ok sleepy time. Xoxo. I think this post is just full of crap. It's actually just me sleep-blogging. Is there such thing??

Loveeee,
Carmen!

What do I want???

2011-07-20T04:29:00.000+10:00

I've been broken and I've been destroyed. So, I'm giving myself a valid reason not to be bothered about anything, anyone. But, part of me thinks that it's not the right thing to do.

*sigh*

I want myself to be fixed. What should I do? I'm not being emo here again... I just want to fix myself and be sure what I want is really what I want. =.= I honestly don't know what I want - it makes me angry sometimes.

Probably the only reason why I'm thinking all these again is just that... I have nothing much to do now. I miss studying - at least, it keeps me busy and stops me from having all these useless and unnecessary thoughts.

Nevertheless, going back to uni in 7 days... Can't wait even though I don't feel like leaving home yet.

Hmmm, yea, I'm a loser liddat.

珍惜一切，就算没有拥有。

2011-07-14T03:06:00.002+10:00

I just realized today that every single thing that we're going through everyday is a part of growing up. I remember getting mad at my parents over silly, small matters and fighting with my brothers like how most of the kids do now. But guess what? I think we've seriously all grown up and slowly learnt how to share and show our love. I love them to bits now! Not that I didn't before, just that I never really showed it to them. I think it's also the way we were brought up though. Like how all the angmohs would hug and kiss their parents goodbye and stuff. Chinese just don't do all those touchy-touchy stuff? But yeah, you get what I'm trying to say - I love my family and appreciate what they've done for me. :)

Also, me being miles away from home actually DID bring us all closer. I remember the first time I called home from Melbourne. I was telling her about how everything was new to me and how hard it was to adapt to everything. I know it did break my mom's heart.. 'cause I could hear how her tone changed over the phone. Speaking of which, she's coming over again this September! But I wasn't the main reason though. She wants to explore around Victoria with my aunt. My aunt, who is a workaholic, has like 12 weeks of annual leave! So yeah... Sister bonding time? :) Can't wait till she comes! Yay! :)

Anyway, watching Grey's Anatomy also taught me to appreciate and be happy with what we're given. So, I promise I will complain less about stupid stuff. But I think that's what girls do - complain. HAHA. :( But no, I will try to change. :) Qydah was also telling me how it breaks her heart to see all the unfortunate, special kids at work. (She's taking Psychology and she has to deal with special kids for her job). I think it'd break mine too :( :( So yes! Appreciate more and complain less.

One of my favourite quotes :-

"珍惜一切，就算没有拥有。" - 稻香- 周杰伦 :) :) :)

Semester 2 of 2011!

2011-07-08T17:49:00.000+10:00

This is going to be time table for the second semester of 2011!! I am somehow happy and satisfied with it even though I'll be having busy, busy Mondays! But at least, I'll be able to not go to class on the other days, which also means I might just end up having one day of uni every week.

Let's just hope I won't fall sick on a Monday, or else, I'll be soooo screwed as my tutorials are all allocated on every Monday. Wooohoo!

I have 19 days left in Brunei.. I am such a weirdo that I kinda miss studying when I have nothing to do in Brunei.. But I'm really not prepared to go through all the stress again and the worst thing is that my nails will stop growing and hurt. :( Is it only just me whose nails stop growing when I'm stressed out?? Oh wells, I'm having longer and healthier nails at the moment. Duh~ I'm having a stress-free month! :D

And yeah, been updating my blog because I'm just bored like thaaaat. I've also finally got the time to finish watching all the 'overdue' movies and TV series. I love Grey's Anatomy!!!!!! It never fails to make me cry like a crazy woman. I've just finished Season 6 and I need Season 7... So, anyoneee??? I only need the first few episodes of Season 7 because Kylie Lim Rita has only Episode 8 onwards.. So, kthanksbyebye! :D

x x x x x x x x x X X X X X X X X

"So it's true what they say, if you love someone, you should set them free"

2011-07-05T03:37:00.001+10:00

What's happened to me? I'm certain that I'm not dead inside. I know I can feel too. I know I'm just not allowing my heart to feel because I don't think I can afford going through another heartbreak again even though people tell me that it was just a phase that most of us have to go through. Knowing that nothing will ever last, I always remind myself not to get into something that is eventually going to end and hurt you. Really bad.

I've chosen not to fall in love again and to not get hurt. But how long can this go on? I'm only human... It's slowly breaking my heart to try to stay and act strong. I want to be happy too. Being a girl, you know what I'm afraid of if I refuse to let my heart feel again? I'm afraid of growing old alone (a little bit early to worry about this but you know what I mean). I'm afraid that I'll never ever find someone who I can trust/love and someone who is worth my time and effort. I miss having someone to share everything with. I miss being in love. You know the chills that hit every part of your spine when you think of someone? I miss that.

What do I really want? My weakness is that I can never express my feelings. Never. When will I ever learn? :(

Feeling really *emo* at the moment after listening to Fireworks by You Me At Six. (Heard it on Adrian's iPod). It's crazy how songs can put you into different types of mood. I was just fine in the afternoon today but now I'm like having a million things running in my head about the future and all that.

I guess I just need to sleep this off. Goooodnight!

Guardian angel

2011-06-12T11:46:00.002+10:00

Hi!

I'll be officially done with this semester in 10 days! Yayyy! And something epic is going to happen right after that. Hehehehehe! I swear I'm so excited just thinking about it! I can't wait and I hope this paper will turn out better than the previous papers that I had :(

Anyway, I suddenly felt like listening to Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. So, I downloaded it as I lost a lot of my songs due to some 'technical' problems. I love, love, loveee that song! It brings back some bittersweet memories and also it now reminds me of a very good friend of mine :) It's just a really sweet song. *sigh*

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I'm sure you know this song, it was such a famous song back then! I wish I could guitar too but too bad, blame my slow/chubby fingers. Or maybe I just never really had the guts to practise. Oh wells.

Okay, I gotta hit the books again! Accounting, bring it on! Rawr.

x x x

exam, exammmmm

2011-05-26T22:03:00.000+10:00

Opppsss! Haven't been updating this poor blog of mine (: And my reason is always the same - Assignment, tests and exams!! I'm for real now, my exams are gonna be on the 6th, 7th and 8th... And you think I'm gonna finish early??? But, no :( I'm gonna have another Accounting paper on 22nd! I'm not complaining though because I know this Accounting paper is gonna be crazzzzzy! So I'm actually glad that I'm gonna have 2 weeks to revise.

To those people who used to tell me that Accounting is easy.. Guess what? IT IS SO NOT. I'm struggling like mad. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I've just been slacking too much. Ok, maybe it's just me. I hate the fact that we need to SLEEP. It is such a waste of time.

K don't wanna type anymore. Just wish me luck for my exams!!!! Thank youuuuuuuuuu. Will be back after the exams then.

:)

Easter Break :D

2011-04-22T01:54:00.000+10:00

The long awaited Easter break is finally here! I still cannot believe that I'm half way through my semester. Time moves really quick, I'm telling ya. and I'll be having exams like one month after uni resumes. Ok, let's not talk about it. So, it's holidays... :D

We have made some exciting plans for the holidays. Let's just hope that everything will work out as planned :D Pancy and the rest are gonna come down to Geelong and we're gonna go to Ballaraaat. Wooots. It's gonna be my first road trip in Melbourne. hahah before this, I followed tour bus to Mount Buller and Phillip Island, so it wasn't really a... 'road trip'? haha. Also went to Ballarat once with my aunty and uncle, but it doesn't matter. Hope it's gonna be a fun road trip! :D

I can't help myself, it's the way I feel.

2011-04-17T18:12:00.000+10:00

I am very upset right now because my iPod and iTunes refuse to synchronize. Anyone know how to solve this probleeeem? :( I need it get it fixed becauseeee I'm in love with Avril Lavigne new songs. And I NEED and WANT to put all of them into either my iPod or iPhone. Else, I'm gonna rot on the train without music. -.-' True story. Soooo, HELPPPP!!

I'm currently at Pancy's place.. Had a great dinner last night. We had awesome korean cuisineee :D:D I love chewy sweet potato noodles aka japchae (sp?). I will never ever get sick of them. :) Hehehe. Anyway, I think I need to watch my diet again.... TORTURINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Hokay, gonna have dinner now... FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

:[

2011-04-13T22:02:00.000+10:00

It's amazing (not) how someone just comes to you when they need someone the most.. and just go missing when they're done with your help. You know who to turn to when you need a hug, but what about me? *sigh* I have my weakest point too, yknow?

I hate being used.That's all I'm saying.

My soulmate :)

2011-04-08T13:39:00.001+10:00

It's been more than 4 months since I last met my loveeeeable BFF. And I absolutely miss her shitloads. :( It's good that someone created Whatsapp.. We're connected all the time!! :)

It's lovely how she wakes me up in the middle of the night just to talk random stuff with me.. Yeah, FYI, there is 12 hour time difference. So... hahaha, I know right?? but it's ok. We always have fun catching up. *sigh, sigh, sigh* Though... we talk about crap all the time. Lol. (Donkey, Monkey, ummm okey??? *inside joke :):)* )

I really hope the plan of going to UK works out right. I need to save up!!! Ugh. It's like one of the hardest things to do. -.- We were just talking about it on Whatsapp. I swear I was excited like mad. So, let's keep our fingers crossed, ok? :D:D

Note to self: I need to stop buying coffee from uni. I was reading mX the other day, it was saying that people can actually increase savings by just NOT buying coffee everyday. So yeah. hahaha. SIGH. Since when have I become a coffee addict!! :(

Anyway, I really wish that we were not so far apart. Hate the fact that she's soooo far away. :( She's the one who I can spill all my problems to.. We always make up lame jokes that can make us laugh like nobody's business. *sigh*

Been BFF since 4eva.. 8 years and still counting.. :)

Favourite picture of all time!! I love youuuu!! (:

Love,

Your MOOON :p

5o4 (:

2011-04-07T10:26:00.001+10:00

*sigh* I swear I've been so busy with uni work. Uni just won't give us a break! i have like never-ending assignment and tests. But yeah, had an awesome birthday dinner with my godsister, Pancy :) Sorry that I haven't had the time to get you a present, but I'll make it up to you real soon! Can't wait till Easer Breakkkkk! :)

:) :) :) :)

Anyway, I can't believe that I missed out 20 years of not drinking milk. It explains why I have unhealthy.. Bones? hahaha. Love, love, loveeeeeee cereal with milk and honey!! It's good to have something to look forward to every morning. Haha, loser. Been having the same thing for breakfast over the past 2 weeks. I wonder when I'll get sick of it. It's really just like my bread obssession I had last year. Now I'm sick of bread.. Ugh. I am also going broke buying coffee from Kere Kere in uni everyday. How liddddddat.

Fall to pieces by Avril Lavigne

2011-04-05T15:55:00.000+10:00

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in love with you

Exactly how I feel right now.

Discover me,

2011-04-02T12:16:00.000+11:00

Hello :) Yes, I'm back, just because I feel like blogging again. Just because blogging is one of the best ways to express my feelings.. Just because doing my OB assignment reminds me of blogging (yeah, true story). So, I decided to activate my blog again. :) I doubt if people still remember its existence. But yes.. :)

Been back to Melbourne for more than a month, back to my uni life with all the heavy workload, and not forgetting about the commuting part. I can say that I'm really used to the lifestyle here now.

And also, I've started driving here too. Absolutely hate the impatient aggresive drivers here, the speed limit and the traffic. So, I can't be bothered to drive to uni too. I think I should really make full use of my time by reading my lecture notes on the train? Plus, the petrol fuel is blurrrrdy expensive. Can you believe that I cannot even get half full tank of fuel with AUD$ 50!!? Lol it breaks my heart to pay that much here when I have to pay only BND$22 for full tank in Brunei? Gosh. But yeah... :) :)

I'm going to get back to my assignment now. Till then. I know I'll be back. I have so much to say but I don't know how to put them into words.. *sigh* But I'll be back, I promise.

Xxx,
Carmen. :)

2010-12-22T21:07:00.003+11:00

Finally home after being away for almost a year.. Absolutely loving the hot and humid weather and the food.. And catching up with the awesome bffs :) And seeing everyone else.

But no, I haven't been driving around 'cos I am only holding a msia license :( I actually can't be bothered to apply for the international one... I will.. Sooon. :P

Blalalla... to be continued soon.. :p

Freedom!! :)

2010-11-21T21:19:00.002+11:00

I'm finally back!! :)

I have no idea how I survived without Facebook for more than a month.. But yea, I did. I studied really hard for the exams and I hope it's really gonna pay off. I heard results are coming out on the 10th of December. I'll be in KL by then... I hope results will not spoil my mood. :(:(

Now that exams are over, I feel like I have NOTHING to think or worry about.. I thought I could sleep in like nobody's business after the exams, but no -.- I cannot even sleep at all. I guess I'm too excited about the long holidays?

Anyway, I just can't wait till the 3rd of Dec! Then I'll be in KL and then good old BRUNEEEEEEI! yay!!

Exams!! :(

2010-10-28T22:35:00.003+11:00

On hiatus due to busy exam month.

Wish me luck for my exams!! *Aja aja fighting* (HAHAHA :P) See you guys on the 19th of November!!! :):)

P/S: Sorry if my fonts are overly large :P Trying to fill up the post. Not making sense here dot dot dot. Till then~

Love,
Carmen :)

300th post

2010-10-10T15:07:00.003+11:00

I think... I'm gonna upload more regularly now as I have already deactivated my Facebook for the sake of exam. So, I'm left with Twitter and Blogger, so yeah. hahaha it's actually pointless deactivating... I'm still doing THIS. -.-' Oh wells...

My mom is leaving tonight. :( Gonna send her off tonight. I can't believe how time moved so fast... She's been here for more than 2 weeks already. Lol. I'm gonna see her in Brunei in December anyway.. So it's all good. :)) I know she's going to tear up so bad tonight. haha

Anyway, gonna upload some of the pictures... Been walking around too much with her.. I couldn't even feel my legs. Not kidding... haha!

CUTE RIGHT???? (The baby sheep :P hahaha)

X x x

Home!!

2010-10-07T15:43:00.003+11:00

Hello mellow!! =)

It's confirmed that I'm finishing my exams on the 18th of November and going back home (Brunei, duh) on the 16th of December. Yes, yes, I'm aware that it's gonna be right after my birthday and also, I'll be in Melbourne for exactly a month for doing NOTHING. It was own fault for not finding out the correct dates and everything. So, I'm not gonna say anything much bout it, but yes, I'm going home in 2 months!! I'm so exciteeeeeeeed. I can't wait to meet my family and friends. :D :D :D

Ahem, I'm planning to travel to other states in Australia though. Anyoneee...? :D Let me know okay? Anytime before 16th of December... which of course, also after my exams. :P

okay... I have 2 assignment due by Monday and a test next Friday. Wish me luck! The stress and pressure! Fuh! I don't even wanna talk about it right now.

Laters!!

Cx

2010-09-27T22:26:00.003+10:00

I hate how I can never express my feelings. :(

2010-09-25T17:29:00.002+10:00

Just a random update..

So, my first week of holidays is almost over... And my mom just arrived this morning.. I guess it's time for some bonding time? hahaha it's been 8 months since I last saw her.. and she reckons that I look 'healthier'. Yeah, thanks, mie -.-' haha. I need to lose weight before going back to Brunei in Dec! rawr! (...which is very, very unlikely lor)

Ooooh! And I FINALLY got a haircut at Kairoz. (Emphasize the word 'finally' pls). I pretty much still look the same though, except for my fringe.. I hate my fringe.. But it's okay because... Hair grows, right? duh. hahaha. But yeah, it feels so much lighter now.. And please be aware that I didn't cut my hair for a year ish. Blame the freaking saloon that destroyed my hair, it also gave me the fear of getting a haircut. -.-'' Bla bla bla...

Mmm... and noooooooo.... I haven't done any of my assignment yet... Booohooo me. :(

C x

Secrets - One Republic

2010-09-17T20:55:00.009+10:00

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

I watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice few nights ago.. It was okay... Not my kind of movie.. But I definitely fell in love with the theme song! Go download Secrets by One Republic! It's such a niceeee song... It's the cello that makes me wanna.... idk.. CRY? I mean.. seriously. hehe ;)

I'm on Week 8 right now and I'm currently on my mid semester break. I have to admit that it's a bit unfair that people from Melbourne Uni are going to have 2 weeks off while the rest only have 1 week.. But yeah, I'm totally happy about that. I finally get to rest after those busy weeks.. But come to think of it, I have assignment due right after the break so... it makes no difference anyway.

Selamat Hari Raya by the way! I wish I was in Brunei beraya-ing with the Magic Beans..
I feel so left out for not being able to go on raya with them people in Brunei.. :( However, I did have fun during raya... hahah not that I went on raya in Melbourne... Willy's family came over for a visit. They're nice people :) Especially the mom and sister :) We went to Mount Buller... Twas tiring, I gotta admit... But the trip was exciting and fun... So it was all good :)

My new 'kai ma'! hahahaha :)

My Mr. Snowman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe :D :D

It's been so long already. I've been afraid for too long... and I guess it's about time to forget the past and give it a try again. So yeah I decided to give it a shot... I hope all will go well...? Or at least... better? haha. Let's just keep our fingers crossed. :)

Good night, everyone!

C x x :)

yeyyy

2010-08-21T20:58:00.003+10:00

Results were finally out this morning. I'm talking about the ones in Brunei btw. :D I'm really happy for my brother who finally got the grade he wanted :D :D :D Unfortunately, my other brother did not! :( I know he's really disappointed... But let's see it this way... I'm sure this will then motivate him to study harder to get a better grade.. Because that was what happened to my Alevels :D I seriously hope he will do better... or beat mine perhaps? :P hahah *sigh* *happy sigh* I'm really happy for Kar Fai :D :D that, I have to blog about it!!! lol... oh gosh!

And YAY!!! I'm already 90% done with my ATA assignment!! It took us only 2 days :P and ARGH I cannot get over how bad I did for my Business Law test wtf. I never thought the questions would be tough.. Like, hello?? MCQ only mah! But omgggggggg, I swear it was one of the hardest MCQs tests I've ever had in my life. *OVER!!!!!!!!* LOL but yeah :( :( SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No wonder people said lawyers are SMART, it is TRUE!!

Scratch the sad stuff.

I'm going to sleep. I'm a pig. ^@@^

future?

2010-08-18T23:01:00.002+10:00

I've been thinking a lot about my future lately... Like, will I regret doing Accounting instead of Engineering?? Is this really the right path?? Is this what I really want? I don't even know. And I have to decide where I should work at.. My mom and aunty reckon that I'll definitely have better future if I stay in Melb.. I'm sure it will be very difficult for me to get a job in Brunei as I'm a Malaysian... Speaking of which, the wages in Malaysia are so low. Grrrrrrrrr. How?! It gives me headache to even think about it.

And the most stupid thing is... No matter how hard I try to study, I can never beat the people around me, or at least, be at the same level like them. I feel so intimidated everyday in my tutorial.. I swear that all of them are so smart.. No actually, the most stupid thing is.. me :( Makes me sad! :( I wish I could go back to MD... to the easy life back then in Brunei.

I must be crazy being so emo about my future and studies. Lol, I'm having Business law assessment task on Friday! I'm so unprepared.... Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I hate being so stressed out everyday. It gives me a backache and sore neck. Gah! I can't wait to go back to Brunei in Dec! Miss the relaxing life! :( srsly.

C x :(

=)

2010-07-17T11:54:00.005+10:00

Hello!

My BFF has finally arrived and we're having so much fun bonding together already! :) It's been almost a year since we last hung out... We love 'printing' so much! *Inside joke* ;) Went shopping yesterday and also to the gym... 'cause we felt so FAT after eating so much. And our legs are aching now too!! :(

ELMOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

♥

Someone got a new MacBook Pro!!! KNS OR NOT?!

Yums!! Roti tissue heheheh

Will upload more on Facebook soon :) :) :)

Gah!!! Something just came up that spoilt my mood though. My lecture notes and tutorial questions for my second semester are all out... It means that I'm going back to uni soooon :( I dont want my holiday to end. But I should be glad that I'm getting an extra week off. People that I know who go to Monash and RMIT are going back to uni one week earlier than me! haha! So yay! :P

Umm yeah, I swear I'm gonna work 10 times harder in this semester. Mark my words!! Lol :P

Any idea why I'm blogging at this time?! Cos she is still sleeping!!! -_-'

Okay laters!

C x x

clumsy ehhhhhhhh

2010-07-07T03:34:00.003+10:00

Results are finally out! Not really happy about it... In fact, I'm really disappointed with it... because... I thought I would do better as I DID try really hard for it. But nothing turned out as expected. Or maybe I was expecting too much. Pfft. Blah! Some say I should be happy with my results because I'm "Science-based" (lol).. But I don't know... Everyone around me just happens to be SO SMART. It's really intimidating that it makes me wanna CRY. Srsly.

I SHOULD get over it already. OK!

Anyway, so far... My holidays have been okay. Been catching up on my lost sleep and all sorta stuff. But sometimes I still feel sleep-deprived and tired as I've been helping out with my aunty's new house... Oh well, this is life. Haha. Speaking of which, I'm really annoyed with my clumsiness. I misplaced my birth certificate and result slips. I was planning to go on a phone plan but I can't :( :( I need another 5 points!!! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

And today!!!!!! I did something really stupid... I didn't intend to though. Sigh!! When am I gonna change?? I wanna stop being so careless and clumsy! -.-' And it's so great (NOT) that my phone stopped working...

And...

I know I have tweeted about this... But yeah....

Look at what I did to myself!! And it's been more than a week! When is it gonna go away? Seriously. lol. Nope, I'm not gonna tell what happened. It was just me being careless and CLUMSY! Sigh.

C x x

Fen Kai Yi Hou~

2010-06-20T12:30:00.002+10:00

It's time to update this dusty blog again. Just changed my template and chatbox's colour.. For no reason.

Oh yeah, did you all know that I'm on holiday now? I'm all done with my first semester in uni. Can anyone tell me how time moved so quick? Seriously. I remember I was all nervous about uni and all. And, the next thing I know is... I'm all done with my first semester!! Did I just repeat myself? Haha! So what!!!! I really love being busy all the time though. Call me weird... Ever since I get here, I always feel like I don't have enough time for everything. Lol yup, that's how busy I get when uni starts... Now... I'm so.. jobless. I was planning to get a job though. But, Qydah is coming next month, so I can't be bothered.

Is Qydah more important? or money? Jokinggggggggggg. BFF trumps everything, right? :) :) :) :)

Anyway, I think I'm learning new thing everyday, adapting to my new life too. However, I need to learn how to say no. I have no idea why I never have the guts to say no. I don't know how to reject an offer. I need TO LEARN HOW TO SAY NO. TEACH ME. Gah, bloody hard. Lol.

I'm trying to learn how to cook too! =D My aunty reckons that I'm bad at domestic work.. which is seriously true. My mom always said the same thing when I was back home. But please have faith in me.. I believe I can nail them all one day. One day!! =D

I updated my Facebook status saying that 'it' is coming back. And it made me laugh how my friends thought it was the paranormal thingie again. Hahaha, I swear it was not about that. I was talking about my muffin tops!! How depressing. I gained weight like super crazy without me realizing during the exams. It's a bad habit, really. I tend to munch on something (only snacks) when I study. It is a bad habit that I MUST break. My jeans are all so tight. -.-' I don't wanna waste money buying new clothes again. Damn it. The old fatty Carmen is coming back. Sooon, soon.

Mmmmm.....

I guess that's about it for this post.. Till next time!

Loves :)

I'll remember you - no secrets

2010-06-04T13:10:00.004+10:00

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always..

:) :)

Been listening to the song... Cannot listen to Disney song mehhhh? :P I love itttt haha oh well..

Anyway, I'm at the library now... Yes, supposed to be studying. Well, it won't hurt to have a break in between, right? :) I've basically covered everything... Accounting is not easy :( Questions are really tricky :(

Goshhhh.. Can't wait till exams are over. Then, I can sleep in! Thats like the first thing I wanna do once I'm done with my last paper! Can't wait!!!!! Lol lol lol.

And I just made a promise with Qydah.. that I'm going to visit her in the UK. It's even better if I can be there for her graduation :) So, I'm trying hard to save up.. so yes HAHA. Can't wait to see you in Melbourne, babe.... :)

Okay, back to Economics! AND NO, it's not just all about graphs! :P HAHA K BYE.

(:

2010-05-24T21:25:00.003+10:00

Hello, everyone!!! Been MIA for so long... hehehe just thought that I should update.. So yeah..

Everything has been fine... Just typical busy uni life.. As weird as it sounds, I actually enjoy being busy all the time. It's quite tiring though... But at least, time goes by really really quick.. :D

I'm still not quite used to the weather though... I need a cup of hot hot coffee or hot chocolate to keep me warm in the morning.. And my fingers are ALWAYS, ALWAYS freezing... Have no idea why.. they told me that I have bad blood circulation... Soo.... I guess so too. And I'm now down with flu... :( I can't even concentrate when I study..

Speaking of which, exams are in 16 dayssss!!!!! :( :( :( SO scared.. Need to catch up a lot for the assignment that I did bad in the beginning of semester. haha. GAH! Stressful man.

Blah blah blah...

Can't wait for the long holidays though!!! Qydah is coming in 52 days!!! Exciting or what????? :D :D :D :D

LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gonna end this with some pics. BYEBYE~

Carmen makan chasiewwwwwww! hehehe

Grace!!! who I neveeeeeer bump into her in uni.. :( haha

E

2010-04-02T23:04:00.004+11:00

Hi! :D

Today marked the first day of my semester break... Yes, the day I've been longing for... Though I've only started uni for a month ish. (LOL) Speaking of which, I've left Brunei for more than a month!! Can't even feel it, haha. Too occupied with uni work. And I finally get to have a break from reality.. yup. Gonna go back to the real uni world on the 12th of April :( :( Poo. Not that I hate uni, I just don't like the work given to us... Shiet loads of work! Blargh... Hahahah stupid isn't it? Before this, I was so excited for uni.. But now, it's all like -_-'... Homesick, I guessss... Oh well.

And guess what???? I've overcome my greatest fear!!! I'm not afraid of animals anymore.. :D:D:D Went to have a jog with Bundy the dog. Hahahahahahahahah believe it or not? Yes, I'm serious. And I love the weather, but it's not so fun to jog with the strong, cold wind. Oh well.

I'm trying to learn guitar too! But I'm too slow and stupid to remember the chords. Grrrrr. I wanna play Change Your Mind by Boyce Avenue. My favourite sonngggg at the moment (long time already lo) :D:D I want!!!!! :( Can somebody teach meeeeeeeeee?? I'd really really really appreciate it. Lol.

Uploaded some pics on Facebook. Can't be bothered to upload it here again. Sooooo yeah. :)

Ok, good night!!!! Happy Easters BTW! :)

Ice, ice, babyyyy

2010-03-07T22:07:00.005+11:00

Hi, hi, hiiiiiiiiiiiii... I'm at Stephanie's place right now. Haha.

Everything has been alright so far.. Except for the crazy weather. Like yesterday. It was sooooooo damn unpredictable. Ok, first, it was freezingly cold in the morning, scorching hot in the afternoon and it started to drizzle around 3ish..... then it came along with HAILSTORM. No shiiieeet. It was so scary. I actually didn't even have idea what it was.. It hurt. :( But yeah, I was okay once I got into the car... We were so scared that the glass was gonna break though.. My uncle totally freaked out man.. hahaha..

Anyway, I think I should upload some picsssss...

My aunty walking her beloved Bundy.. There's Bundy and there's Coke... Bundy and Coke! hehehehhee. No I still run away when they come to me.. :( I need to overcome this fear!!!!!! Rargh.

Before..
and......

AFTER! :D:D:D:D:DD:D AHHAHAHAHAHAHAH felt so good that I could make my own bed ehehehe.

The so-called big big clock... (Look fattttt :( )

With Gracey and her friends!!

Awww.. Yentze and Carmen ♥ I miss driving YOU around :(

With my favourite cousin in KL!

With Steph who has been showing me around.. :)

LOL. :( Everyone in my lecture and tutorial looks so smart.... Intimidating! hahaahha :(

Blah blah blah! I miss my friends in Brunei.. :(((( Homesick already! :( haha my mom still calls me every night!

Ok, the end.

OOHHH WAIT. I think Econ is kinda fun! :P

2010-03-03T23:00:00.003+11:00

Hey... First of all... I miss driving around Brunei..... :( :( :( Seriously... I don't have to run all the way just to catch the train or tram. -__- I hate it when I miss it. The freaking busdriver always ignores and just shuts the door even though I'm like SO near to it already. -_-

My uni life is all about walking, running, catching the train and getting lost.. -_- hahahahhaha shiet, I'm not joking.. I need moreee time to get used to everything. Especially the weather!! It literally has 4 seasons in a day! It was sooooo cold yesterday.. So today I wore like thick clothes... but it turned out to be so SUNNY AND HOT! Unpredictable, huh! ahahah but it's fine.. It's not too hot like how it is in Brunei. It was just hot but I didnt sweat. hahahah though I was walking nonstop hahaha.

Blabablalbalalbbla... ok byeye...

Bye, Brunei!!

2010-02-24T14:43:00.005+11:00

Hey everyone!!! I left Brunei yesterday and I'm in KL now! Going off to Melbourne tomorrow morning!

First of all, I would like to thank everyone who sent me off! So happy to see you all before I left!! :') Thank you, Laura, Bai, Hakim, Sharon, JiaWei, Chua, NaiKiat, Anna, Sean, JoonMann, Kelvin Soo, Boon Hui, Jason, Fidelia, Mei Yen, Pamela, Shan Tong, little cousin of Sharon, Kokli, Jessica, Dexter, Raffy, WanLu, WanMei, Shandy, Freddie, Arif, Majidah, Haziq, Liyana, Hamada, Yazid Maiden, Tze Yang, Kua Chun Leong, HanChyi, SentYee, Andric, Rodney, EngKai, Anam, Zai BB, Hafizle, Dannie Roy, Nabil Yusof, Yamin (I think), Bazli, Belle, Amin (her bf), Hazman, Cynthia, Olivia and Jamy(PHOTOGRAPHER OF THE DAY!! THANKS!!) and... emmm.. Did I miss out everyone? I'm sorry if I did!!! :( :(

And my family!!! My mom cried so badly when I gave her a bear that says "Special Mum":( :( Gave my dad a badminton shirt, hope it will inspire him more!!!! haha. And I gave my brothers bracelets. They just laughed! -.-''

I was kinda being in denial when I was at the airport... But I felt so sad when I got onto the plane where I realized I'm gonna leave my family and friends for yearsss. T.T Plus, I was alone on the plane :'( Sigh!! And as I was reading Sharon's scrapbook, it made me cry!! So sad!! shiet. hahahahhaaha I felt like going back but I couldn't! Boooo. you will know this feeling when you guys get to leave beloved Brunei!! Hahaha omg.

Ok, now I'm gonna have to be independent!!!! and start up a new life in Melbourne! Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know when I'll be able to go online.. Catch you all when I get my phone line and internet.

Take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!

PS: I miss Brunei already! :(

Love,
Carmen!!!!

1 day!

2010-02-22T13:53:00.004+11:00

Good morning!!! Sorry, I kinda 'forgot' to blog last night. I thought I saved a draft.. but I think I was too sleepy that I didn't lol. Got back home quite late from Rachel's place.. :( Damn scary yo! Drove all the way from Muara to Kiulap ALONE at late night. Geeez. I had a great time with Rachel and Laura anyway... It is like the last outing with them already because Rachel left for KK at 6AM just now.. Didn't get to send her off though because I will never ever drive to the airport (long story) plus I needed to get back home to pack. :(

So we went to Solon's house (again) and Jonathan Lee's house (again, for me) yesterday. Sharon and I kinda surprised Rachel (in a way).. We brought her to Solon's place without her knowing.. haha. At night, we went for sushiiiiiiiiiiiii with my brothers too. hehehe it was funny, srsly. lol.

Let's let pictures do some talkinggggggg~

Julengggggggggggg

Note for Rachel: Pls take care of my bear and sheep! Don't freaking lose it!!! ♥

Omg, I can't believe this... I'm leaving tomorrow... It feels so not real. I'm like having mixed feelings. One minute, I'm feeling excited... Then, I'm very sad and nervous next.. :( :S I'm gonna fly aloneeeeeeeee. Isn't that sad enough??? :( hahahha. Sigh.

Ok, I gotta go pack my stuff now. I have no idea how to pack actually. I dunoe what to bring and what NOT to bring... Bla bla bla..

Off to Kokli's house tonight!!!!!!!!! :)

zzzz

2010-02-20T05:00:00.003+11:00

OK! I was supposed to blog every night before I leave.. But I was just too tired and sleepy to do so.. :( Boo! Hehe

Anyway, my days have been good. Able to divide my time and arrange my 'schedule' properly to spend time with my family and friends. And my visa and uni thingie are all approved!!!! Happy feet! :D Now I have nothing to worry about... I can go crazy and have fun in Brunei for my last 3 days.

Speaking of which, I was kinda sad about leaving last week but now I'm very excited to start up a new chapter of my llife AHAHAHHAA.

On the way to send Grace offfff!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Thank you, Baiiiiiiiiiiiiii-e :p

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

2010-02-16T23:37:00.006+11:00

Just found out there's an error about the information sent to uni.. -_- And now I'm gonna waste another day to do the amendments.. *sigh* Seriously! When is this gonna end? haha omg.

Anyway, went out with Sharon again.. Sorry for not letting you watch your Prison Break. (It's not even thaaaaaaaat nice.) Sorry for telling you that Wentworth Miller is not straight. But youknow what my excuse is right now!!! *SHHHH!!* At least we had fun.... ummmm painien-ing and shopping? :P

I had my favourite sesame kuew tiaw at Farm Basket with Sharon and Shan-Shan!! Nyummmm. I want more :( But I feel so fat... Opps. haha..

I finally got myself a hard drive! And it's pretty cute :p

RIGHT?? HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAA. -_- Apakan! :p

Crazy! My eyeliner smudged like kehrazy! Hahaha

Happy CNY :)

2010-02-16T12:47:00.004+11:00

Happy CNY, guys!!! :) :))))

Gong Xi Fatt Chai!! :)

This might be the last time I'll be celebrating CNY in Brunei... :( Well, that is if I get my stupid visa and medical check up done by this 23rd. -_- It annoys me so much. Oh well...

Anyway, it's been good... bonding with family and friends. Got quite a lot of angpaus. :D :D

Spent the first day with my family.. I have no idea how but we ended up shopping at Manggis Mall. Hahaha.

Second day was good too... Picked up Sharon and her sister and went off to Anna's... Had awesome nasi lemak and I finished all the timun :$ Hahaha. Then then then, we went to Solon's houseeeee.. Met Yamin there too! :O

Around 2ish, we went off to Laura's place but she was not homeee -.-' Haha so we went back to Anna's place.. Ate so much that day! Srslyyyyy. When I got back home, I couldn't stop stuffing myself with the pistachio nuts. Geeeeeeeeez.

♥ Yen Yen Yen!! :P

Mei Meiiiiiii

:( No pics of Jiawei wearing PURPLE and BoonHui wearing formal black shirt.. :P

It's broken.

2010-02-13T02:49:00.003+11:00

Woooahhhh, active blogger much? :p

Today was a busy, busy day but at least I finally got something done. But it's not completely accomplished yet. *sigh* There're so many things that I have to take care of... I just made payment to the Uni but I still have to wait for a letter from them to do my visa and medical check up :( Omg. I'm running out of time already lah~ So, I postponed my flight to the 23rd.. which I just realized it's gonna be the National Day. Lol.

Blah blah blah!

I was supposed to send TTJM off today! Well, Laura asked for it... But I have no idea what happened.. haha. So went out for lunch with them Baiduri people at the Kokokan Ayam.. :)

And I seriously can't be bothered to continue this... bye..

[Edit]

I'm soooo occupied by all the little problems that I have no mood for CNY. :( Annoyingggggggg!

There you are with your perfect way~

2010-02-12T03:21:00.006+11:00

Hello!!!!!! :)

#NowPlaying Change Your Mind by Boyce Avenue :) Download it!!! Love it!!! Recommended by Qydah Lim Bee Hong! :P

Today was SUPER tiring as I didn't get enough sleep.. I couldn't sleeeep, I think it was because of the greentea truffle something something from DQ. Oh yeah, I met up with Katak and Kambing last night. :P Haha. Anyway, went to school with the brother and Andric damn early in the morning. Sent them off to SOASC to do some stuff.. Could barely even drive though. Head was throbbing so badly. :(

At around 9ish or 10, I finally met up with Bai (who has been MIA for god knows how long) today!!! And spontaneously met up with Hakim and some annoying friends of his. :p Went to PTE Meragang, damn far man -_- But the school is really pretty... Wayyyyy prettier than MD lah, duh. :P Hahahah.

At night, went to the church with Laura and JoonMann.. It was good. Learnt a lot. And Colin was trying to change my mind again. He wants me to complete his dream job. He wants me to be an engineer instead of auditor! Nah, I can't be bothered to change again. Hahaha, so it's all gooood yay.

The best thing of the night was that... JoonMann belanja-ed us at YouMe! :P Have a safe flight tomorrow and have fun in Thai--------LAND! :D Don't forget to get us stuffffffffffffffff. ;)

Sooooooo.......

There you go.... the journal of my day... -_-' Hahaha good night. :)

Pictures to 'spice up' my lame journal. :P

Liulian cake for Raula... XD

Gary paiseh laaaaa. I know you're reading this. =P

Focus on Hazim. FOCUS. FOCUS. FOCUS!!!

Gbah and shy Amal.. :)

No, not your typical ching chong girl. HAHA. V^,^V maybe.

Todayyy! :))))

I'm gonna miss you, my best buddy! :P *cough* BEST BUDDY! XP

And, I miss Chong Pin Jia!!!! It just feels different without her in our outings... :( I most prolly won't be seeing her in a few years time! Sad or what? Oh well...... Take care in KL!!!!!!!!!!! :)

END!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why can't I.

2010-02-11T01:45:00.004+11:00

I think I'm gonna blog everyday. Just because I'm so jobless and I'm leaving soon. I'm so not ready. Sigh. Lol..

So, I've got full offers from Monash, Melb Uni and Deakin Uni. I thought I could get the half scholarship from Deakin Uni but... :( I did not. I THINK! So disappointing. :( Oh well~ I'm most prolly entering Melbourne Uni if I really can't get it. haha

Ok, after chatting with Stephz, I think I should be panicking already.. T_T Haven't even accepted the offer from Unis.. -_- Ok, I'm gonna do everything in 2 days. OK OK OK. SHEESH.

It's true that JM and others think I think and care too much. HAHAHAHHAHAA. Pfft! I should change that bad thing of mine. I should, I should.. Hehe.

I'm now reading a book that teaches me how to simplify my life. Me thinks my life is effing complicated.. -_-' But yeah, I hope this book can help me! :)

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha, so round..... =P

=)

2010-02-09T19:56:00.005+11:00

Ok. Maybe I should stop feeling bad already. They said it was normal to feel that way. And I just happened to pick the wrong time, wrong location to let it out. Let's let bygones be bygones. Yea, yea, yeah??? I've apologized to everyone for sooooo many times. And I really meant it. I really did not have the intention to hurt anyone (actually that specific someone). I felt so horrible and bad after that. Let's forgive and forget. Haha, maybe not forget, but yes.. :D

Anyway, results were out already!!! And I was really surprised with my results. I did goood. Sorry, I gotta admit. Lol. I'm really very thankful that I did. However, I'm still sticking to my choice, I'm still gonna do accounting in uni.. JongHau told me that I'm gonna struggle a little in my first year, so I guess I must work hard and not laze around. :D That's one of my new year's resolutions, right? :P

My hardwork really paid off lor! And also determination!!! It was my poor poor poor AS June results that motivated me to be hardworking. And I really need to thank my PSmates.. :D We studied so hard till the end... Weeheee. So nerdy. Hahahahaa. Geez. But I am happy!

And now I have 11 days left.... I shall not waste one second. I'm gonna spend it wisely with my friends and family. Cherish every moments left.

I'm excited but I'm not really ready to leave though! :( :( :( :( :(

-.-' And my medical check up and visa are all not done. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

2010-02-08T02:51:00.003+11:00

Okay. I would really like to apologize right now, for all the stupid things I've ever done or said. I'm really sorry for everything lah.

I'm seriously sorryyyy. I don't know what to say or do to ask for forgiveness... Sorry for being such a bitch.. -.-''' I'm sorry!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

A birthday post for Milo Ping! :)

2010-02-07T23:58:00.005+11:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Laura Lim!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for everything!

Thanks for yesterday and today too. I know I was such a burden :P Wanna thank The MANN too! :D Not forgetting about Jase.. Whoops. Hahaha geee. Stupid moments.. Shiet. Haiz.

Anyway, yeaaap! Thanks for everything lah. Haha :)

Too bad, we're gonna be far apart sooon :( It's so damn sad... because we just began to be able to hug each other. I have no idea why we couldn't give each other a hug. Just so weird.. We've been friends for 5 years! Well, thanks to Jase who made me realize how much I lurve you.. :P

Take good care when I'm gone! We all know you're not weak. I'm gonna miss you!!!!

Good luck for your scholarship! Hope you get to make it to UK. But I'm gonna be damn jealous 'cause you're gonna be able to be with Qydah! Oh well! :P

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Before I forget, you owe me a ride!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T CARE MAN. You have to drive me around Brunei before I leave! Pick me up from my place! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
KAAAAAAYYYYY THANK YOU BYEBYEE!

LOVELOVELOVE

Ching-Chong

P/S: Sorry if this is not too long. :P

I want cucur pisanggggggg

2010-02-06T04:33:00.003+11:00

I have no idea why I'm so hungry at night! Been having supper like almost every night. So horrible :( Gained weightttttttt. Haha, if Jase is reading this, he'll be damn annoyed! XD

Anyway, I can't wait to start my uni 'life'. Geeeez. Stupid results aren't out yet and I'm not able to do my Visa and all sort of shiet. -.-' It's so annoying how people KEEP telling me that results are gonna be out like today or tomorrow or so. But actually when the day comes, the results aren't even out yet. So so so stupid. -.-'

And seeing how GRACE is always panicking about her uni stuff makes me more worried. -.- It just seems like I haven't get anything done. But it is true, I seriously haven't prepared anything yet! And my flight got canceled and it's now on waiting list! T_T Garghhhh. But yes, I'm still so excited lor, despite the fact that I'm gonna leave my friends :(

Oh yeah!!!!!! Don't be surprised... I'm gonna take Accounting! Pls pls pls do not make me change my mind already. I have decided! Haha, so yeah. I'll be a successful accountant/auditor? What's the difference anyway? :S HAHA. Gooood luck to me. Should I be worried? I had POA in OLevels though... Haha just screw it.

I'm like so addicted to this song, 数到五答应我 by Gary Cao. :) :) I know the lyrics are like those typical fairy tale love song ish ish. But yeah, I like, how? :P

♥

Okay, just a short update. XOXO

2010-02-02T17:39:00.004+11:00

Hello, peopleeeeeeeee! :) :)

I have too much to settle! I hope everything is gonna be alright as soon as possible! So that I can leave with a peaceful heart! I'm not exaggerating! I'm fretting over everything! Pls tell me everything is gonna be alright! You don't have to know what I'm worried about though. LOL!

Hmmmmmmmm, I'm so hyped up right now! HAHAHAH. It must be the coke. Hmmmmm.

Anyway, I got a job at the consumer fair two days ago! It was awesome and fun! Tiring though but I loved it! Hahaha. I wanna work again :( :( And my salary was not bad. :P It was all worth it. So yes.

Sorry for not updating this louya blog too! Been really busy with... life :P Hahaha.

Ok, I just wanna have fun with all my lovely lovely loveeeelyyy friends just before I leave for Uni. :)

PS: I wanna stop being gullible! How?! hahahahaha.

Catch you guys laterrrrrrrrrrr!

XXXXXX :)

2009~

2010-01-02T15:53:00.007+11:00

Saved this as a draft and finally decided to post it today... dont know why. I was just lazy, I guess? I know.... I promised to blog more frequent. Lol. But yeah, here I am!

Ok....

I'll try to remember what I went through in.....

January

Started to lose weight :O :P
Cut my hair quite short.. haha cause I wanted to cut the curls off.
CNY was just okay... Didn't visit my relatives in KL. Spent it in Brunei...
Went through one scary night... Grrrrrrr. Scary for me!

February

It was still CNY
Lost my voice and everyone made fun of it :(
Successfully surprised Laura for her birthday at her place :D
Lonely Valentine's...NOT! haha, spent it with the magic beans.
Planned to go to Tasek every week.. which it didn't work out at all. LOL.
Started learning to drive and I got the WORST instructor ever.

March

Surprised Qydah at Excapade? :P hahhaha

Went to KL and met up with Qydah... Had the most awesome yet tiring day with her. ♥
Missed her birthday party :( Cause I was still in KL.

April

Nothing significant happened... except for not failing to flunk my tests! grrrrrr.

May

Was part of Indera/Yellow house.. :D And we won..
Joined 2 events... But only got ONE medal :P :P :P HAHA
Got my driving license....
Had a mini accident near Sheraton. (I know -_-')

June

Rachel came back from KK... these are the days that she made fun of me and cry like a baby! LOL hahaha miss those times tho :(
fullstop~

July

Twas Rachel's birthdayyy. Qydah, Laura and I bought shared a big big big present.
Went out with Qydah almost every Saturday night.. I misssssss those times too babe :(
Had the second worse accident..
And I learnt that rumours do pass around fast. Scary. Oh well..

August

Made Qydah our driver causeee she got her license and she finished her IB -_-'
Realized it was not long till she leaves all of us in Brunei :(
Got my AS results... Effff them.. My results were so bad.. which motivated me to study harder.

September

It was Raya... Had goooooooooood fooood at Qydah's open house.
Qydah left the next 2 days.. :(
Nelson came into my life. :)

October

Started my "hardcore" serious revision...
Went through the one of the hardest moment of my life : ALevels. Screw it. No actually, I screwed it up :(
Pull an all nighter almost every night with coffee.

November

Still struggling through the freaking exams.
Finished my exams in the middle of the month... and had freeedommmmmmmm wooots!
Watched meteor shower for the first time in my life! Made a wish... which I hope it will come true.. Hmmm.. Lol

December

Checked in and spent a night with the people..
Got a surprise from Nelson and the rest. -_-' HAHA. But I really appreciate it =)
Went to KK and had a great time with my family...
Had the most spontaneous X'mas outing.. lol

There were ups and downs in 2009. Never regret any single thing though.. Learnt my mistakes and lesson from every shit happened in 2009. I hope 2010 will be a better year though.. And I'm gonna start my uni soooooon. :| Geeez. Time passes fast, doesn't it? Scary.

Thought that I should jot down some of my New Year's resolution here.. Though Qydah thinks it's lame doing resolutions.. :P hahah.

To be a better person..
Study harder and not disappoint the parents... =8D
Will try to eat healthily and properly
Must exercise more and more.
Make LDR between me and si Qydah happen. ♥ 4evaz

What kinda resolutions are these. HAHAHA. ok!

I think I better stop here.

Magic Beans minus one? NOT!!

2009-12-09T04:08:00.005+11:00

Heyy... Guess whaaaaat!!!!

The magic beans have reunited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

HAAA HAAA HAAAAAA

:D

So yup yup.. Went out with Laura, Bai and Hakim. :D I didn't have to drive again! I'm a happy girl when I don't have to drive. Haha. I was pretty surprised that Bai was punctual -_-'''' But being punctual is a good thing. So I shut up now. Apakan. haha.

Speaking of which.... I told Laura to be at Hakim's house before 1ish.... But she then messaged me and (as usual) told me she was gonna be late. She told me she'd meet us at 2ISH. And we were not surprised that she came around 3ish! Haahaa So Laura!!! Pfft! :P Lol.

Spent the whole afternoon at Coffee Zone. Had webcam session with the Qydaaaaah. Played with Hakim's SLR and took lots of funny candid shots of them. HAHAHA :P Hope Hakim will post them up ASAP. :) OKAY KIM???? -_-'

Buddies 4ever yo! HAHAHA

Then... I was supposed to meet up with the 'Bratherssss' but I couldn't make it cos I went out for dinner with muh family. haha. I think I'm going to play badminton(or tennis) with PJ and others! :O :O LOL.

Ohhhh BTW freaking tut! I went to Tasek with the brother at 6 AM! HAHA... I think it's more tiring to go in the morning -_-' But I felt so much better after getting all tired and yeah. I'm good now :D Hehe.

Been hogging the laptop. The brother is not happy. He's a game freak. So I gotta go! BYE!

LOOK! I just blogged again! :O HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

And I think I've turned my blog into a... umm... photo blog? HAHA!

Nights!!

Poopie ♥

:-O

2009-12-07T23:33:00.007+11:00

:O :O :O I'm keeping my words... I'm blogging again. Sorry if you find it really annoying to see me blog about my daily life. -_-' I have nothing better to do okay.. But I am so smart that I borrowed lots of DVD from Sharon!!!!! Muahaha!! And I finally get to watch Gossip Girl season 3!!!!! YAY!!! So... I'm gonna have my own movie marathon alone.. SO SAD. HAHA. I seriously need to catch up and watch all the movies that I missed mannnn.

Had lunch with Sharon and the sisterrrrrrrr at De Tymz. (spent on food again -.-) .............................................................. (lazy to continue with words T_T)

SHARON DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt so not safe man. LOL. I lurve you :P But she can park so nicely -_-''' I swear!! Pro at reverse parking man. So unbelievable! HAHA.

Kacau

Pretty sisterssss ;p

Nyummmmmmm!! I want more seaweed!! :p

I guess the pictures did the talking.... :)

I'm outta words. Today ain't not much of a good day. FML. HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Byebye! Might edit the post when I have the mood. Keypoint: MIGHT.

G9!

Beach, B*tchhhhh! HAHAHHA -.-' (ran out of ideas sorry)

2009-12-05T23:26:00.008+11:00

I wanna keep my blog alive!!!! I wanna blog constantly and more frequent!! So here I am!!! :D From now on, I'm gonna bring my camera along with me... And update my blog with picsiees!!! :D:D:D:D Uknow~ Just before all of us go separate ways :(((((

Anyway!! We kinda had a beach party at Berakas Beach. I had fun again! But it could've been better if Laura, Chua and JoonMann were there with us. Incomplete without them HAHHAHA T_T :P

The food was okay.... Had too much crabstick. Now I'm a bit sick of it. Lol. But dipping the sausages and crabstick with honey is so nyummy. Hehehe I love honey. :D I need to stop eating so much. Need to stop having supper almost every night!!! -_-'

The guys were like monkeys -.- Running and jumping around.. Especially Nelson! Haha. Fidelia and I were the only girls who went into the water.. Pffft! I didn't even bring extra shirts man, so I didn't change my soaked baju. Lol. And I think I'm gonna be so sick tomorrow. And I got sunburn!! Againnnn! I look like a red lobster now lorrrrrrrrrrrr.

My mom got a little worried (more like mad) cos cos cos I went out since 8ish in the morning... HAHA I kinda forgot to tell her that I was gonna go out. oh well.... I finished Alevels already whaaaat. Freedom is what I have now! :p apakan.

With PinkJia!!! lalalalurveeee you :P Red wineeeeee!!

Pisang and Timun ahhh! :P

Moon and Shining starrrrrrr. Woooahhhhhhh :p

Sorrrryyyyyyy HAHAHAHA ;DDDDDDDD

Fideliaaa! Hope you're satisfied with this pictah -.-' HAHA

With Jase!!

Jong Hau looks like my dad here man. LOL

Gay alert LOL

NK looks so happppyyy

8-) hahahahaha

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

The current was quite strong lah. I was just sitting down against the wave and I got so tired already. Cannot imagine how the guys could be so active.... -_-'

Poopieku. Poopie poopie poooopieeeeeeeeee.

Hehehehehehhehe ♥

=P

Mata Juling!!

Opppsss! I think I posted too many pictures! LOL. Oh welll :p More to comeeeeee on Facebook! I hope Anna/PJ/Grace/Fidelia/Becky will upload them? :D Thank youuuuuuuuuu Byebyeee!

Absofreakinggglutely goood

2009-12-04T17:43:00.007+11:00

Hi!! :D

My holidays have been going well.. I think. I dunnoe why but I feel weird (sometimes) for not needing to revise every night. HAHAHA. Goodness sake, been hardcore studying for the past 2 months! Hmmmmm. Whatever, I'm so done with EXAMS!!!!! Woooots!

Applied for 2 unis already... :( I think I'm still gonna apply more lah. GAH. Hateeee doing it. Hate decision. Hate goodbyes! Hateeeeee them. HAHA Scratch that!!! Need to enjoy first :)

So, anyway.... Had lots of spontaneous plan with them people. Spent too much on fooooood -.-'' Need to save up already! Damn it. LOL. Pffft. I have been saying that but still ALWAYS end up eating and spending. -.-''

Though, I have been going to Tasek a lot with PinJia and the rest... Still, I just can't lose the weight that I've gained since Raya. LOL. Screw thaaaaaaaat. I'm off to Tasek later again. Rawr.

Picture, picturesss!

The first night when our exams were officially over! At Taurean? Hahaha.

Look at Jase's expression! Like, :D:D:D:D~

*inserts outing with Hakim, Bai and Laura pictures..* Hakim didn't pass me any of the pics so yeah... :P

Football Funday

JMannnnnn!

Didn't get to take pics of/with the other members of Sportivo. Ops haha. :pp

With the Meragang peopleee!

Me and Laura at this nasi lemak restaurant.. near... Lambak. 8-) hahaha

Met up with YenTze and Pamela... and.. lol forgot her name.

*Insert the pictures of me and PinkJia in Limbang*

Limbang was sooooooooooo funnnnnnnnn :D:D:D :P HAHAH

Also, made sushi and baked brownies!

And empire -.-''. LOL was supposed to swim at JPMC... But I forgot how the H we ended up going to Empire.

Also, at the Centrepoint! Had a great time! :D:D:D

PinkJiaaa :)

(^OO^) PIG AHHHHHH

Hi, Laura!!

Twisterrrrr rawrr. But... gay much? :p HAHA

Santa's helper HAHA Cute leh

Famous Amos ;)

Love you hehe

Woahhh. Look at that! A 'proper' update with pictures! Haven't been doing that in ages! :O :O

And.... If only Qydah was here in Brunei.... :( Oh well....

Now... I'd like to announce that I'm officially B-R-O-K-E. Guhreat! Tsk!

WITH LOVEEEEEEE. BYE!!

(*)

2009-11-19T20:20:00.008+11:00

Hi! : )

I saw the leonids meteor shower! Not kidduhhhh. ;p I watched the first shooting star in my 'life' with them awesomeee people! (Laura, Nels, Pinjia, Chuaaaa, Mann!, JiaWei, Adrian, BoonHui, Jaseeee, Sean? :p and etc. Sorry if I missed one of you.) I was pretty much sakai-ish about it. We all missed the best part though. :( I already tried my best to reach to the beach as FAST (I MEAN THIS) as possible!! T_T Ah well...

I made a wish... But screw it. *sigh* Cause PinJia told me it will never come true. Should I believe in miracle...?

At around 6 am? It was freakinngggg cold, I tellcha!

We shall not miss the next meteor shower in December, peopleeeee. ;p It's gonna be SO worth it man...

Dozed off to sleep as soon as I got back home and I was waken up by a SMS asking if I was up for a jog. HAHA. Yes, it was that spontaneous. Lol. SO yes, we all went for a jog at the stadium! It was soooo 'chi kek' lah. I wanna make this as my daily routine. Unfortunately, it's impossible. I'm a lazy girl. Butttt I feel so unhealthy and phaaat man. G_G

Everyone is so crazy over this song. I have love-hate relationship with this song. I seriously dunoe what to do anymore.. Sigh. Scratch that.

However, I'm glad to have those crazy people in my life right now... Everytime I feel so down, they still never fail to make my day. : ) Thanks for being there for me... I mean this though I know non of you (I guess) will be reading this. Haha. Let's hang out after exams. :b

I'm supposed to be revising for my LAST paper tomorrow morning. I seriously can't wait! It's the only awesome thing happening right now. I can't let myself down again....

P/S: I wish you were here, Aqidah! Really!!! :( I miss you. I feel sorry that you were able to watch moving 'clouds' only. Hahahaha. :b Youknow I love you so, babe. : ) KEKEKE XP

With love.

wa ka ka

2009-11-15T20:51:00.002+11:00

Hi, blog. Hi, readers? Hi, you all.

I just have the need to blog.. Just because I wanna laugh like this ---> WAKAKAKAKKAKA.

WAKAKKAKAKA. I'm having Physics tomorrow. And I'm freaking not ready! Too much distractions -.-'' Wakakakaka.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Exams are gonna finish in 5 days!!!!!!! WAAKKAKAKA. I can't wait. Seriously. -.-'

ok, I go now. Waakakaka.

Carmen, the lamest girl. <3

2009-11-11T21:09:00.004+11:00

I went through sleepless nights with cups of coffee... But my hard work did not pay off at all. I screwed up almost all of my papers. Whyyy! This is really frustrating.

So many things happened.. Kinda had a heart to heart talk with Laura through MSN. I know right. We seriously need to go out after my exams! -_-' Do you even remember when was the last time we met????? (LOL!)

Sometimes, I just feel like I have noone to talk to. My bestfriends are all far away from me. :( QYDAH!, really really really, plsssss come back in December!! :( For my birthday, pretty please babe? Grrrr. AND I'm glad to know that you're still reading my blog, RACHEL LIM SHEN QIAN. I know that so called "ur secret admirer" is you! Well, one of them is you. Where on earth have you gone missing??????? :( Hmmm. Not hard to track you down :p

SIGH.

Ok, this is getting a bit emo. hahahaha.

I'm gonna end this with..... I HAD A BAD DAY.

(HAHAHAH, but true! :(:(:( )

3...

2009-11-05T00:27:00.002+11:00

Me: Cannot read my mind anymore isit?
Qydah: You're 100 miles away wah. a bit payah can.. sometimes no signal.

HAHAH, bestfriendku lameeeeeeeeeeeee.. ;P

Just here to update a bit... Been updating my twitter only. So yeah. I dunoe how and why Twitter can be so addictive. Lol. It's like everyone is updating it every second.

Anyway, I did two of my Chemistry papers today... and and I smelllllll freeeeeeeeedom! I dunoe why.... -_- I still have 6 papers to go. haha! Study hard, peopleeeeee. I can't wait till exams are officially OVER. Can't wait to finish Alevel. Can't wait, can't wait! homaigat. hmmmmmm.

I think I'm gonna be off to bed sooooon. Have been studying Chemistry hardcore! Twas kuhhhrazzzeh. And worst was that, I had coffee which gave me bad headache.

Wish me luck for my examssss, thank youuuuuuuuuu, byebyeeeeeeeeee! :))

♥

2009-10-11T16:34:00.009+11:00

PS-mateskuuuuuuu... :D

Han Chyi!

Fidsssssss

Lauraaa : ) We look so... awkward! harrr.

Chou jw!

Tutor group~ A lot of them did not register -.- ahha

I don't wanna admit this... But I think I'm gonna miss my Physics 4.2! And ze DC :P hahaha

: ))

Saved as draft longggggg time ago. Couldn't be arsed to upload... har har. So, it was the last day of schoooool. It didn't really feel like.... uknow, the last day of school. Cos as I know.. almost all of us still go to school. So.. yeah. LOL. But I'm seriously gonna missssss all of them :(

I'm seriously out of words nowadays. hmmmm.... I should get back to my revision! It's not going so well.. :(

hmmmmm

Ok bye! : ) ahaha

2009-10-04T10:46:00.003+11:00

I know, I know.. I haven't been constantly blogging. I have a dull life =( haha.

It's 7.49 am and I'm up this early.. on a Sunday! I cannot sleep for long hours anymore.. I can even stand not having afternoon naps. That's supposed to be a good thing, right? hehehe. But I haven't been eating "healthily". I have supper almost every night now. Hmmmmmmmm....

Anyway, I should be doing my revision right now. But I just can't be bothered!!! T_T Blah blah.

I'm chatting with Qydah and Rachel who I'm missing so much. HAIZ.

Biatch. There's something wrong with my laptop's screen. -_- It annoys the shit out of me. Bla...

:\

2009-09-19T20:32:00.002+10:00

Hey, peopleeeeeeeee!!! Sorry for not blogging at all. Heehee.

Time just passed so fast.. Qydah is seriously leaving Brunei in 3 days!! Yeah, THREEE DAYS! I hope I'm allowed to sleepover at her place on the last day... :( And this is gonna be the last time I spend raya with her.. I think. (lol) :(( I'm sooo gonna miss her and her mushrooom soup. Boohoo..

AAAAH. My exam is like next month but I haven't even revised anything yet. -__-' I guess I'm gonna get poor results again. Pffffffft.. I'm so worried but I just won't study! Blah.. Plus, I've been so busy with the temple thingie. And oh! Rachel just got backkkkk :D hhahhaa. So..... Hmmmmm.

I wish time could just stop moving now. -__- please and TQ and byebye. 8-)

2009-09-04T02:46:00.001+10:00

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

just a random picture found while browsing thru the gallery.

The "President Helmi' was missing though. hahah!

ok, tq, byebye!

LITMSH

2009-08-17T01:01:00.005+10:00

I had a last minute outing with Qydah last night. Lol. It was her first time driving alone at night. Her parking skillz is good. I need to learn from that woman man. haha. hmmm.. Gadong was quite quiet for a "Saturday Night". I guess people were busy preparing for exams. :s I can't be bothered to study at all. Smack me... argh.

Also went out with the girls today =P hahaha. Our intension was to surprise KAREN TAY for her birthday. But apparently, attempt failed. -_- Oh well... at least, it was nice meeting her up even though I was so dead sleepy and sick. haha. No pictures :( I hope Majorie will upload it soon soon.

Laughing Insincerly To Make Someone Happy (LITMSH) :)

2009-08-14T00:01:00.003+10:00

I wanna study! But I just can't 'causeeeeee I'm down with flu and my throat is so painful :( Getting sick a week-ish before the exams is one of the shittiest thing ever. I hope I will get well ASAAAAAAAP. Rrrr. What an excuse. I think I'm very very addicted to the internet. Somebody, please make me study!!! ngek.

Anyway.... blah. Let's just let the pictures do the talking. hehe.

Aqydah driving man :O! :P

Pfft. Proven that your head was captured!!! LOL!

I had a study group with my usual 'gang' at Kimmy's house. We actually did study for an hour ish. Lol. Then, Qydah just couldn't stop asking us to have break.. -__- Helpful lah.. :P

Bai with ThE BaGz

KIMMMYY TEDDY!

♥ 40 days till you leave :(

Blargh feeling lazy. End.

2009-07-31T01:21:00.003+10:00

I loveeeeee this song :(

Anyway, sorry for the lack of update. I had a frustrating and stressful week. I'm not gonna mention what happened. I was really traumatized by the incident. But yeah, I'm finally feeling better, still trying to get over it though :( And I hope people who know about it will keep it low and never bring it up again. haha..

I'm outta words.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RACHEL!

2009-07-18T03:19:00.005+10:00

Sorry for this late birthday post. But you know I love you! :)

So.. RaXhel Lim Shen Qian.... According to her, we were friends since primary 1 and we used to play "Ice and Water" back then in CHMS. Apparently, it never rings the bell.. lol. sorry. But I think I've known her well enough to describe her? :P

She's the one who punches you and gives no mercy. She's the one who has a hard rock ass. She's the one who annoys you all the time. She's the one who sings with an ultimate high pitched voice. She's the one who swears all the time over small matters. She's the one who has weird influence on me all the time...

(She's the reason why I can't stop saying funny for no reason at all -.- )

However....

She's still my best friend who is there for me when I have my "love" problems and shit. (haha) She sends me random messages telling how much she misses us/Brunei/me. She gives the warmest hugs ever. (Reason: HAHA adeler) :)

We fight over the smallest things.. But what matters is that we know we ♥ each other. Right? haha. She's such a pain in the ass sometimes! Especially when she punches me and micmicked me like shit. :P Oh, and she thinks my type of music is so noisy -_- Lol.

I dunoe what else to say but... I LOVE YOU! ok I'm just lame liddat lor. hahaha.

So I guess I'll end here?...

One of the ugliest pics. hahaha

XXXXX's,
CARMOOOOOOON :)

I hate how I have no idea what to put for the title. -_- ba

2009-07-14T05:00:00.005+10:00

I think I need to update a bit.

So, I had my MPR tests... I can't say the results were really horrible.. (Consider that I didn't do much revision during the holidays.. =P) But yeah, they weren't even close to good at all. The worst was my General Paper. I didn't fail though but it would be embarrassing to tell. haha.

Speaking of which, I've made a brilliant decision today - which I should have done months ago. *cough* I freaking dropped my GP today!! I just couldn't cope with all the given work and assignments. Plus, my teacher said I should already be really glad that I got a credit for GP last year.. So so so.... Now I have two free periods. Freaking block 3 and 5! How I wish I had two consecutive free blocks. Pfft.. Whatevs, haha.

I'm now chatting with this crazy girl named Rachel Lim. She's been telling me that she's hungry since 9 pm just now! -_- She's waiting for her nasi katok delivery. Yes, all the way to KK from Brunei.. haha! Hope the nasi katok still tastes good by the time she gets it. ;) And wheeepeedoo~ She's gonna be back in Brunei in less than 24 hours! Can't wait to see her...... Even though she sucks sometimes, she's still the greatest of all.. ♥

It's 3.16 am now~ I'm not going to school later due to one surprising reason. Heehee, I love holidays but I hate missing classes. =\ Whatever..

I'm not doing it again... She's not gonna get hurt.. She's not..

Tonight

2009-07-03T20:42:00.003+10:00

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight...

Thankies for telling me bout the song, baiii-yyyyy. :P

(O^_^O)

A break.

2009-06-30T16:21:00.003+10:00

I'm refraining myself from going out since I've been out almost everyday for the last two weeks and the mother was quite not happy about it, so yeah.... It's just somehow hard though... since I can drive.... LOL. But yeah, I'm trying...

I'm even forcing myself to finish up all my homework but nothing seems to work out right. My brain just won't function properly. Plus, the TV series (Boys Over Flowers) won't fail beckoning me. 0:) HOWWWWWWWWWW.

Gah! I really need to clear up all my work. :( I've already forgotten everything... Even Maths! -__- I need a tutor. Sadly, all of my tuition classes are all canceled due to the H1N1. I regret for skipping classes during the holidays because I seriously know nothing about the homework given. I need help. Anyone? And I have MPR test once the school resumes! This is frustrating eyyyy!

Ok, boredom is getting to me now. Gotta get back to Boys Over Flowers. heehee I'm lamee like that.

Tataa!

Teng Teng Teng Teng!

2009-06-29T00:35:00.003+10:00

Hello, pretty people....

I'm so bored right now, so here i am! :(

I have to blog about this even though it's kinda embarrassing and stupid for a person like me who has lived in Brunei since I was born?? Believe it or not... I freaking got lost in Brunei! Blame my sense of direction, okayy. :(

HAHA! It's one of my biggest failures ever. Qydah and I + Laura got lost for countless times in BRUNEI. Never thought that we'd get lost in Brunei... The worst one was when we wanted to get to I-Lotus, instead of going into the junction, we went straight.......................................... all the way to Jerudong? Tutong? Kuala Belait? Seria? That fucking highway has got no U-turn man! -_- And seriously, those sign boards are totally helplessly useless. argh.. It took us more than 1.5 hours to get to Chris's house.. (Qydah's friend lo)

We left around 12ish? We got out of Rimba without getting lost.... BUT! we fucking got lost again on the way heading off to Mentiri. lol.... I was scaredddddddd as hell.. The lamp posts were all not switched on too -_- So like, it took us another 1ish hour to get back home...... BTW, Laura was being sooo baie and helpless! :P (due to some reason)

I salute those people who are able to drive and cruise around without getting lost.... .REALLY. T_T

Anyway, today has been one tiring day too... I had fun though. I woke up early in the morning and sent Qydah off to Essential's to get her hair done and set. Then, we rushed to UBD to attend her cousin's wedding.. It was *kinda* my first time to attend a Malay wedding. I must say that... The rendang was good! haha. I dunoe why, but I got to be in the VIP section and got served by the waitresses. The wedding ceremony ended faster than as I thought it would.

Congratulations, Qydah's cousin... lol.

Then! We joined the freeze thingy at the Mall! I think I made it so obvious by bringing an apple around. There was this man who suddenly came up to me and teased me with the apple. I was like so bangang -_- . haha! Blablabla. i just can't wait to watch the video! =D =D even though I think I did bad! lol. oh wells..

AND! Yay!! Holidays are extended ey! Now, I get to reschedule everything and try to do my homework again. :) Weehee.

i don't forget

2009-06-24T02:29:00.004+10:00

Heehee, guess what??? :D

I can drive alone already!!!!! That's a goood and happy thing. ;)

haha, i suck :P

Anyway, I went to Qydah's house with Laura yesterday.. Had lunch there.. And we played Rock Band! I couldn't do the drum ]=( Surprisingly, I can play the guitar! Only the easy mode though. Sad, I know. Whatever, as long as we had fun. Qydah looked so cool when she played the drum. Lol. Seriously.

Thennnnn, I SENT Laura home around 5ish.. And, Qydah and I were off to Mall.. Met up with kimmy and his brother, Hazman at Coffee Bean :D I had free Ice Blended Caramel.. Mmmmm. :P

Kimmy then brought us to Sugar and Spice... I had Spaghetti Carbonara again.. :D It didn't taste as good as that day. I guess I was just not that hungry. But still, it was delicious! Hahaha.

Rawrrrr

OOOOH, :( I cut my hair, and it's as ugly as the ugliest monyet. O_O No picture.. pfft.

Note: I'm watching Transformers on Thursday. Exciting~

2009-06-22T20:33:00.000+10:00

Cos we're cool like that.

Time After Time

2009-06-19T23:40:00.003+10:00

Hello loveeeely people!

Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day! Gonna have practice in the morning. Damn! My muscles are already aching like raudkjlskajdklasdlasd. I have no idea how I'm gonna play tomorrow. Argh. Anyway, I'm going out in the afternoon with a friend... Then, gonna go to Shandy's house at night. I hope everything goes well? :)

And omg, I can't wait to get frozen at Mall on the 28th!! I think it's a coooool idea. Really! I'm forcing Qydah and Laura to go! heehee... Bai is a bitch cause he told me he's gonna come.. But just to poke the frozen ones. -_- SMACK YOU!

Freddie thinks I was soooooo scary when I was having my "emo" moments.. I never knew.. haha! but, I'm feeling okay now! Getting better and better as day goes by :) I'm also trying to go with the flow... blah blah blah fullstop!

Look at Jason's so called formal smile! HAHAHHAHAHA

Just because...

2009-06-18T04:23:00.002+10:00

I have to upload this picture to show that the spaghetti at Sugar and Spice is really THE BOMB! Slurp~~~~~

LOL. random!

im feeling okay!

2009-06-16T23:56:00.005+10:00

My days have been good.. =)

Rachel came back to Brunei... Went out with her almost everyday... Like until dawn??? ahaha! My parents never believed that I was with her all the time.. Oh well... I miss her now.. =( She has internet connection now though.. so.... YAY! :D

Notice the 'sexy' moles? HAHA

I even went out with my MD friends! hahaha we had dinner at Excapade last Saturday. Laura and I came quite late so we didn't eat much? haha. But it was good.. Took LOADS of pictures... Check out Facebook for more pictures! Can't be bothered to upload all of them now.. :P

And just now, we had lunch at Anna's place then off to the mall for a movie... heehee we watched 17 again.. It almost made me cry :( :( Not just me okay! Even JiaWei :P:P:P:P:P:P I know it did! So, don't deny....! Can you believe that I actually went for my Physics tuition after wandering around the mall for the whole day???? Yes, I did... I didn't understand a thing.. cos I felt so sleepy and it was soooo freaking cold! -_-

I heard we might be going to Shabu-Shabu..... Oh yeyyy... :)

Argh..... my throat is killing me so badly! And I have a running nose :( Not swine flu, I repeat... Not swine flu! hahaha..

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH! How can I not talk about INDERA NEGARA getting the first place????? :P hahahhaha. YES, we won! We got the third place for the marchpass and cheerleading though... Oh well.... Indera Negara won the entire thing. And Hannan was the BEST runner with 3 gold medals! I heart Indera!

yep ;)

2009-06-08T21:14:00.002+10:00

Chemistry paper 2 was a disaster! I left question number 1 BLANK. Kid you not, I couldn't even answer the organics questions. I'm so annoyed that my hardwork didn't pay off. I stayed up late for the past few days and what I get is NOTHING. Nothing is worth it man.. Argh. Yes, you can see most people's personal message complaining about it. So as Roy said, November awaits us~~ Gaaaaaaaaaaaah. So, I'm gonna have to sit for like 13 papers in November. SO not coool!!

Oh well.... Freedom is in 2 days!! Mmmmmmmmmmm~ I smell yah! :D

Gotta hit the book right now. It's Physics baybeh.

O_O

2009-06-05T17:52:00.002+10:00

My chemistry is in less than 3 days but I'm going out soon.. omg. I'm freaking worried! But I just can't be bothered to study anymore. :( I can't stop my head from thinking aboout it. I already screwed up my Physics paper 2 so badly and I don't wanna do the same thing to my Chemistry. Argh! Seriously, can somebody make me forget about everything?????????

Oh.... I had my Physics Pratical yesterday. It was okay, I guess. But I don't wanna know anything more about it, thanksss. I don't wanna tear up again.

Hope I'm gonna study once I get back home later. HAHA!! Right..

Later~

2009-06-01T02:58:00.002+10:00

HEEEEHEEEEE, I love RACHEL LIM! (L) (L) (L) Eventhough she's like a TUT who can make me cry like shit. :P

I'm so sad that she's leaving next weeeeek! omg time moves so fast. i hate it! -_- And I won't be able to spend time with her this week as I'm gonna have exams.. I don't care about my exams anymore anyway... haha. so..... HEHE :)

Laura: WE HAVE TO STAND STRONG! YESSSSSSSS????

Qydah: I MITH YOU BEEYTCH. YOURE NOT ONLINE ANYMORE!

LOVES YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heart hearts :D

I tell myself that I'm okay going through this shit...

It's all terminated :)

2009-05-30T02:17:00.002+10:00

All I gotta do is move on a new life! I don't know how I'm gonna do that but that IS what I'm gonna do! Tears will not make a change or do anything better. What's over is over, right? So yup.

2009-05-26T01:36:00.003+10:00

Md. Bai Bai FORCED me to post this up. So........................

28 things that most girls don't know about guys. (*rolls eyes*)

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not 'popular' if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, theyalways think about the girl they truly care about.
Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
Guys get jealous easily.
Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure outwhat it meant.
Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitelythinking something.
Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationshipand they will respect you.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

I have no idea why I'm helping him to post this up ON MY BLOG. :P ahhaa But I believe point no. 2 is true.. And I find it sweet.. :( Tsk tsk.

In Another Life - The Veronicas

2009-05-24T17:59:00.002+10:00

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life

In another life, in another life

In another life ...

:(

Wachel

2009-05-22T15:41:00.004+10:00

Bunniessss

Picked up Rachel at the airport.
Back to her place and unpacked her stuff
Off to mall with Wafiy
Met up with the people..
Teh C Speciaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal at TK
And got home before 2.
I love bestfriendsku ♥
Laura is the most handsome one! Love love love~

THE END.

PS: Sigh~ I'm still very upset about my Physics paper 2! DAMN :(:'( And I totally don't have the mood to revise any shit..... Strangle me!

/Edit

OOOOOOOOOOOH, I'm happy that Kris Allen won! TEEHEE

2009-05-11T02:42:00.005+10:00

I feel bad for leaving my blog dead. almost. So here i am!

Ok, I wanted to update last night but I was dead tired! I watched BAI, Roy, Cardo, Anam and dot dot dot (SPORTIVO) play yesterday! Sportivo was the champion! It was my first time ish watching football. Like, I watched everything. I screamed like crazy, sorta. AHEM, I still couldn't get over the fact that SOMEONE cried :P hehe, i love yaaaaaaaaaa HAHA but the moment was good lor. :')

No pictahs as the photographer (Zai) hasn't uploaded the pics yet. haha.

At night, they celebrated at the Mam!h. The girls who have been supporting them and I joined too.. Heehee... I spent $4.00 on a plate of nasi goreng biasa which was really biasa. Thanks to Nabil. -_- And bla bla bla.

Belle was driving! haha see from the mirror :P

My first paper (Physics) is in 9 days and I'm so not ready and prepared. Gah....

Ironically....

Rachel is coming back in like 10 days? Lol! :D :D

Say hi to Little Boy, JW! hahahha! :P

Omg... its 1.21am.

G9!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INDERAAAAAAAAA

2009-05-02T21:14:00.001+10:00

We had our Sport's Day just now! And now I know how AWESOME Indera Negara is!!!!!!!!!!! The boys really did a greatttttt job man! My gad. The way they sprinted.. like... AMG. Seriously... I think we, Indera-ers should really appreaciate what our CAPTAIN HANIS did. (At least, for the credit he spent on messaging us about meeting? HAHA) Hannan was reaaaaalllllllly fast too! And also this guy... I forgot his name! but yeah... the boys were AWESOME. AHA.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS and the most awesome thing is that LAURA AND I GOT MEDALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA I feel so good........

And the final thing is somewhere in JUNE. YAY. I hope everything will go well. :D

OK. I'm neglecting my studies now.. :(

2009-04-29T18:17:00.002+10:00

REST IN PEACE, KIMCHI (Laura's puppy).

:(

2009-04-27T14:49:00.002+10:00

Ahem. I passed my driving test!!!!!!!!! Surprised? :P Even I am... Cos I think I screwed up at the slope and it took me quite long to do the parking. And the officer kinda helped me out at the roundabout. Well, that doesn't matter now. Causeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... I passed! And I'm gonna drive legally on road in a week once my teacher passed me my official license.

But I don't think I'm gonna drive alone until I nail my parking skillz. HAHA yuck.

Today is gonna be a tiring day cause I'm having Chemistry tuition at 3.... -.-

hmmmm. Until then..

2009-04-26T02:20:00.004+10:00

I went to JP just now. Actually, I was planning to attend the ABO Mini Concert, BUT due to some reason(s), I didn't get to. Unfortunately~ Still, I had fun with the guys although I was dead worried about getting busted by the Father. But surprisingly, once I got back home, he was being so nice to me! Bai really thought I wasn't gonna be okay.

Anyway, I feel so unhealthy and ugrh.. My tummy is killing me right now. :( I was so damn hungry before I had my heavy meal at Aladdin. I guesssssssssssss 100 Plus and Tungking were the causes as well. I shall go to sleep now.

I'm having my driving lesson at 6 am! ah dang :ssssssssss

PS: You're way too nice.... Please stop being sweet.

UPDATE: OMGOMGOMGZZZZZZZZZ! I met Azim! :O Nice meeting him after what? years? or months? hmph. HEHE

I've only got forever..

2009-04-24T02:04:00.003+10:00

OMG! I have less than 4 weeks to prepare for my AS exams. Actually, I'm not really worried anymore... I dunoe why. I was freaking worried like hell weeks ago but now I'm like so relaxed!

I've been listening to Vegas Skies by The Cab. :) I like The Cab. haha. Ok, I'm planning to learn to play guitar after exams. :D But by the time my exams end, Qydah is already in UK :( bitch ehh. So noone can teach me. Anyone? :D (Bai's on my mind though hahahha)

Oh, btw~ My driving test is postponed! Until... Hehehe, I'm not telling you. I'm really scared that I might screw up and fail. I fret too much. *sigh* But really, I hate the slope, roundabout and U-turn. KILL!! Parking is otay, it's fine. 0:D Ok, I'm not saying anything more about it.

Gotta hit the sack. G9!

2009-04-22T01:03:00.002+10:00

I've been so busy this month! Busy with school, homework, tuition and DRIVING LESSONS!

I'm having my driving test this Saturday. And I still can't drive properly. Damn, it would be fucking embarrassing if I *inserts word*. Don't wanna mention it! hahah. I hope I'll pass.. :D (I still hate my driving teacher.)

Ok, my AS exam is in less than a month! I stopped doing revision already. T_T And being a huge loser, I reactivated my Facebook account! Credits to Bai who told me Kimmy and Qiqah reactivated theirs too! But Facebook is fun. I love Facebook. (wthell?)

*sigh* I gotta get back to my Maths homework. Bye.

PS: Density is the mass per unit VOLTAGE. HAHAHAHAHA INSIDE JOKE.

Dearest IVY!

2009-04-19T20:33:00.002+10:00

THE GIRL IN PURPLE, WITH CREAM ALL OVER HER FACE!!!!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, BABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for the "wet" party! :P (inside joke) heeheehee!

Take care and have fun when you get back to Manila!

The deal between you and Sharon..... AHEM! ;) Can't wait to see though! HAHA.

Oright..... Loves Yah! :)

2009-04-14T01:15:00.000+10:00

I DON'T WANT YOU TO FALL!!! AMG............ :(

2009-04-12T14:36:00.003+10:00

Haha that face

Repetitive, I know... HEHE.

Just feel like uploading those pics taken yesterday! :D

Gonna meet Shandy and Laura again. :)

BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.

WHAT THE SWEARRRRRR

2009-04-09T02:54:00.003+10:00

I miss the girls... :( I miss hanging out with RACHEL and chatting with QYDAH. :(

Ok, Rachel was supposed to be back home today. I mean, she WANTED to but her motherrr just won't let her.. so..... Argh. I haven't seen her for two freaking months! I used to see her like... ALWAYS. But now, amg -__-

Note to Laura and Qydah:
BILA JALAN OIIIIIIIIII? Text me lah. Pfffft. [8-) 8-) *rolls eyes* - For Qydah only. :P]

OH, got something to share.

Dr. Chia recently taught us the international swearing word.... which is.... SWEAR!!!

For example~

A: What the swear is this?
B: Who the swear are you to talk to me like that?
C: Omg, A and B are totally swearing.

HAHAHAHA UBER LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE but funny. I like it. :D

-_-

2009-04-04T22:26:00.003+11:00

In need of a timeout. Everything makes me feel so restless.

BIG SIGH...

My dilemma is...

2009-04-03T18:38:00.002+11:00

AS is coming soon! My gad... I haven't started my revision yet.. Even LAURA did already. If I didn't call her up in the middle of the night (yesterday lah), I wouldn't know! My gad! So worried of my AS cause it determines if I should retake AS in November again.. Fucka, it's gonna be a waste of time revising AS November instead of our A2. Agree, no???? Hmmmm...

People think I should just chill out and don't get too stressed over the exams. -_- How can I do so when teachers and my Physics tutor can't stop reminding us about the AS exams?... I tried to answer the past year questions of Chemistry.. It sucked to know that I couldn't answer any of them!! -__-

I know I shouldn't be blogging since I'm so frustrated over exams.. But my brain just won't help and function properly.

I'm breaking down.. :(

Fuh so emo. Anyway, was browsing through the new folders in the gallery...

Haha, the only photos taken with Shanyy.. Boooo!

Happy Belated Birthday, Qydah! :P

2009-03-31T01:42:00.007+11:00

This is a belated birthday post for my beloved PRIENDDDD, Qydah! :D (As I promised)

I regret that I couldn't make it to her 18th birthday and it might be the last birthday she's celebrating in Brunei. So sorry! Again, hehe. :(

We've been friends since Form 1 and..... so awesome and surprising that we still are!

I spill all my secrets and trouble and everything onto her... She can keep secrets safe and I trust her.. =)

She can be bitchy and mean but still she's an awesome friend! She's there for me when I need her... A shoulder to cry on.. Oh, I just remembered something happened a year ago when she found out this exboyfriend of mine cheating on me, she actually cried for me.. Haha, so sweeet. Tell you what, I didn't even tear up. :P (Haizz)

She's an "honest" friend too! :P She likes correcting me... And when I correct her, she goes all haywire.. HAHAH love to see her being like that... :P She likes looking for ugly shots of me and laughs her ass off! I'm so gonna get her one day :)

She's manja, manja and manja! So damn spoilt! :P She gets everything she wants as she's the only and youngest daughter in the family.. I think that's the unscientific reason why her voice sounds like a little kid.. Heehee!

She's one lucky bitch too! I'm not gonna elaborate more. ;P

She's like a love professional to me too. She's the one who I ask for advice and help when I'm drowned with the problemz. Tsk-tsk, experiences yo! :P

We are so lame that we make up uber lame inside jokes. Yes, Princess Qydah? :D HAHA! I think we were being so rude talking and answering back our teacher (Miss Susu) HAHAHA. But it was the fun moment that I miss.. We pissed teachers off together and sometimes failed to complete our work. And we got punished and were asked not to enter class for countless times! Amg. High school moments... haha!

And we went abroad together for the first time! ♥ hahaha we shopped till we dropped! Fudging tiring yet funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

We got so bored and always ended up having "webcam session" :D

Showing off our "loves" HAHA

I know she does :)

We're awesome liddat~

More pictures of us

Straight, long hair! :D

Chinesez yo!

My 18th birthday :(

O_O

My Valentine's

Ya, I'm da shawty~ :(

You're leaving for UK this year! So sad to realize that it's in less than 6 months! Amg. We should do more outings and sleepover soooon. After your IB and my AS of course! haha.

Hope this is long enough.. I love you!

Keep in touch always~

"Will we still be friends kah?" HAHAHHAHA. Tsk.

Loves,
BITCH MU YANG TERSAYANG.

2009-03-26T00:34:00.001+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BESTFRIENDKU, Nur Aqidah!!!!

I love you!

Yes, I'm aware that I'm about hours early! Just because.... :( I won't be able to post and greet her on time. So yeah... And also I won't be attending her 18th birthday!!!!!!! Argh.

Love of my life, my soulmate... You're my bestfriend! =)

PS: Sorry for this short post and no pictures! :( Yknow I love you babe....

Will update once I get back to Brunei!

Lavs ♥

2009-03-25T02:46:00.003+11:00

Carmen: You didn't gimme :)

Qydah: Gimmu what?

*sigh*

I'm not gonna be in Brunei for her 18th birthday!!!! :( I wish I could, babee.. Weally~ Will try to make it up to you when I get back! Heehee

Loves yaaaaaaah!

I miss my bestfriends (Qydah, Laura and Rachel).. and also Md. Bazilah and Hakim! pffttt...

Okkkkk, -__- I'm bored right now! But so lazy to update more pictures.. haha. OMG! I saw ASH (!!!!!!) in Sunway Lagoon! Coincidence or what..

Hmmm... Ok byebye.

now we're gona live forever! ????

2009-03-21T02:14:00.006+11:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

Guess what, you guys!!! :P Believe it or not, (sekadar) I'm in KL with Aqidah now! We're feeling errrr extremely super super (and it goes on) after walking and shopping for the whole day!! Hahaha but we're planning not to sleep! We're going to swim once it strikes 7am! How stupid! We planned to swim at midnight but but, the receptionist told us it closes at 7pm. Pffftt. So, plan changed blablabla.

Ok, ok.

Today was very productive lah. Hello, it was the first time going abroad togetherrrrr YO! :P haha. We bought clothes.. clothes... and jeans! :D We were being "ourselves" by speaking "pure" Brunei Malay at the cashier. Yknow... Like with the all 'yo', 'bui', inda/nada instead of no and etc. I bet the two chinese guys were all wtf and confused. HAHAH, cos one of them spoke in Cantonese, I stupidly replied in Cantonese too. But he was actually NOT talking to me. -_- ok cut the crap off.

We got blister all over our feet!!! (Exaggerated) Errrr, she's blaming on my pair of slippers, stupid bitch!!! :P ahhahaha. Yes, we exchanged shoes, cannot meh??? haha.

Then, we went back to the hotel and slept :) heehee, actually not, I'm just too lazy to blog so detailed. hahaha.

Emmmm....

It's 23.40 now and that GIRL is sleeping already. "Luthserrrrr" =p

I think I'm one too cos I'm updating this crappy blog of mine.

Okay, it's time to wakie wakie her up~

Before that, some pictures of course :D!!!

Darling!! Where's your bra????????? (LOL!!)

Goodnight!!!!!!!!!! (G9)

End of Season 1 (HAHAHA)

2009-03-18T23:34:00.002+11:00

Lookie! Hanchyi smiled :)

I'm so excited because!!!!! tomorrow is the last day of the first term! It's finally here, been longing for this day to come since forever hahaha. And I can't be bothered to finish my overdue work. :\ I'm already on the holiday mode. So.... :P Teeheehee.

Anyway, I got back my first MPR this morning and I screwed up every of my subjects, with the exception of Maths though hahahah 0:) Other than that, school was boring as usual haha. Felt so freaking sleepy during Physics. I think I've gotten too used to having Physics practicals in Wednesday afternoon. Scratch that, I'm weird.

Speaking of Physics, I attended a talk about the scholarship to Germany. I was so ecstatic when Dr. Chia first told us that it is open for non-citizen. That was the second I decided to study my ass off, hence Facebook was deactivated. (Buduh, I know.. hahaha) And.... sigh. The shcolarship is not even available for non-citizen. Big, big disappointment. Geez.. We should never put our hope high. HAIZ, enough said.

!!!!! omg! Holiday!!!! hahahha.

'sekadar' much

2009-03-17T04:12:00.003+11:00

Last Saturday was tiring yet fun!!!!!!!! Bai, Hakim, Laura, Wajdi and I got to surprise AQYDAH just before I leave :) It wasn't a last minute plan at all.. Qydah made us change our plan over and over again man. Like, ok... Initally, we wanted to do it at Tasek (HAHA i know! :P) thennnn, she told us that she had go to KB for panggilan or something. She then told us that she wasn't going to KB but a reunion instead. Soooo, we had to figure out a perfect plan again. So then, we wanted to surprise her at HER place on Saturday night... We'd planned this and that.... THEN! She told me she was gonna eat out with the family at Escapade.. OMGoodness. Ok ok. So yeah, weeeheee! We got to surprise herrrrrrrrrr! I was out of tune, she said. Hmph..... *NANDEMO* HAHA. :P

For more details, click on her name on the links. :D

Then the next morning~~~~

Tasek!!!!!!!!!! Too bad we didn't do much :( haha.

Perang & Kuningz

Went to the Coffee Bean and ET for brunch. :D

So, I guess, maybe? at least? some of you have noticed that I'm no longer using Facebook. Sadly, yes, I deactivated Facebook for the sake of my future. I was a damn Facebook addict and it was a distraction from homework. Well, maybe it's just me though, I have to stop blaming on the internet and shit. But, doesn't it make sense?? Facebook stopped me from doing my work. So yeap! And I'm most probably make my blog private after the holidays, until... further notice. (Like Shit hahahaha) AS is in less than 2 months! It totally freaks me out man. Sigh.

Bai thinks I should.... (might as well) delete my email too. Like mannnn, I don't think I will survive. I will die of boredom. :| Speaking of which, AMG, I cleared all of my junk emails and I read most of the interesting forwarded emails. It's so fun actually! I hate it when there are gross pictures about breast cancer and stuff. But I enjoy reading too! smack me -.-

Rachel called me just now! I miss that girl so badly! I had fun updating her about what happened lately. heeeheee. She's coming back in May... :( booohooo..

Ok, I think I'm back to my Maths homework right now. It's sooo freaking late already! (1.34 am)
Sigh sigh sigh..

G9!! :)